On the ice

Been at this new place since October and at times it feels really comfortable and sometimes like today very uncomfortable. I think from the reaction I haven't handled everything well maybe and the interaction between some of the other contractors and myself has an edge at times and I'm not sure where I went wrong and how to fix it. I wonder if I am just meant to work alone and then no worries about that uncomfortable edge and what to do about it. On the other hand if I learn how to handle the different situations that arise and handle them well then maybe its best to be where I am right now. One of the Olympic skaters was saying just now "at the end of the day I am the one who is out there (on the ice)". She's right no matter what anyone says or how they act at the end of the day I have to answer for what I say and do and I am responsible for how I feel.